update

Sorry I haven't been blogging... I must admit that I blame Mrs. Smith a.k.a Tia Bony because she got me addicted to facebook so I've been doing that lol...

I do have exciting news... If you hadn't heard my Oath ceremony will be on April 22nd at 12:30 pm in the Pomona Fairplex... I got the letter last Sat the 28th and I couldn't stop smiling... I'm beyond excited and can't wait..

Also after my various visits to the Dr. I am hoping everything is ok with me now... lol and the reason I say various is cause I had been there every two weeks for the past 7 weeks lol so I'm trying not to make it there in the next week lol... I've been trying to control my depression/stress/sillystupidstuffthatshouldn'tworryme lol... so yeah I've been feeling good and ready to go...

As we continue to try having kids, and with everything thats been happening with my Dr.'s visits I have realized that I should be enjoying "single" life... and by single I mean life without kids (not that we do things we can't do with kids) but just spending time together alone getting to know the father of my future children just time to ourselves, time I know won't come as easy when we do have kids... I'm trying to look at my life from a different point of view... trying to see the up side of things instead of always the down... Has it been hard? HECK YEAH! If you know me you will understand... lol and yeah its taken me a lil over 5yrs to realize this but I'm glad I see it now lol...

So for now... accept life for what it is and how it comes and enjoy it...

SO yeah thats that... all in a nutshell...